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i've been a little distant lately. somehow, being here has made me lost my soul of writing. but that is not the excuse for me to be like this.

i don't know, for some reasons, i feel so lonely. though i am surrounded by amazing people everyday of my life here, in unisel, i just can't help it. the 'lonely' feeling creeps up on my body and slowly caressing me like an old lover who knows where is the right place to make me pull my guard off. and i fell for it. loneliness has been hugging me tightly, refuses to leave me with a slight space to breathe ever since. cuss you.

*sigh*

sure, i can ignore it, i am not that easy to annoy but sometimes, when the going gets tough, tears will decide to make an appearance too. but, being 'jazmin', i am too stubborn or ego to let myself to cry.

in the end, it gets lonelier.

shitty.

j