confession.

assalamualaikum.

fauzan, i am too much of an egoist to say this to your face i just can't let you know that i said this. so, i've decided to write it down in here. so you will never find out. here it goes;

thanks. thank you. a lot. for just being there. all ears when i needed you to. thanks. just thanks.

ohh and,

you know about this thing between commitment and i? yeah, we don't get along that well. so, i am not going to meet your family and you will not meet my family as well. you will not get to know my friends in Klang and i don't think i want to be friends with your friends in Kajang. let leave it at this and look where it will get us to. i just can't allow myself to take another step. the step that i've already taken is huge enough. to commit to be your girlfriend. that is big news for me. and i don't know how long i can do that.

but, there's no doubt in  my mind that i like you a  lot. as a matter of fact, i love you. i am in love with you. but i just can't afford commitment. i really hope we can take it slow. really slow. but i love you though (:

again, thanks. thanks. dude, i can't thank you enough. you are awesome, inside and out. God!! i love you fauzan.

jazmin