promise

you should know that,

i never make promises that i know i can never keep or fulfill. i am a man of my words and i tend to keep my words as real as possible because apparently, the respect for words are fading rapidly.

you should know that,

once i made a promise, i'll try my damnedest  to keep it. i will and i shall, come hell on earth, i will try my hardest to keep it.

so sayang,

that is why i never promise you that i will never go away because i can't make sure of that. it is not that i don't love you or i don't love you enough. it is just that, i am a man of my words. i can't guarantee my permanence in your life so i shall not make a promise upon it.

but you should know my love,

you are one of the best idiot i've ever known and i am hoping to stay in your life for more than just a while. but i am not promising anything here, love.

this is just hope.