ergo

once, tried to convince myself that i am too good for anyone. ergo, i should be alone. but then, i knew i was fooling myself with this obnoxious lie. the truth is, i am too fucked up for anyone. ergo, i deserve to be alone.

i am not surprised if anyone is trying to get out from my life. i'll hold the door for you because God knows, how difficult i am to handle.

i am sorry. what the hell happened to me?

j

confession: yes, i fuck up all the time. around the people i love. hurting them, made them bend over backwards for me. i am tired of doing that. i am tired of positioning my love ones in the toughest spots.

ps: i'm no good. no good at all.

pps: but that does not make me love any of my love ones any less.

i am sorry.