At once

                                 

Sometimes when I miss you, like exactly right at this moment, I will miss all of our memories together. All of these memories, all at once. I do not really know how to further describe i but I suppose it is like combining all of our goodbyes and rewinding them in my head again and again and again and again. 

And I for one, am not good at saying, waving and handling goodbyes.

So, all of those memories are not only sad but painful to be reminisced as well.

All of them, at once.

Holy shit. 

I miss you. So much. And I promise you, it fucking hurts.

Jaz